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Positioned at the opening of a tunnel I could see in the distance my parents slowly advancing toward me. The tunnel appeared no more than about eight feet in diameter. Light was glowing from behind them and around them. I watched with curiosity and soon realized they were coming for me. I sensed others behind them.
I woke up in a hotel room. I traveled for a living so I reached for my cell phone on the nightstand on my left, like always. I needed to know if it was midnight or almost time to get up. I was with my boyfriend, Joel; I could tell from the snoring. We were on vacation.
I wriggled to sit up but something didn’t work. My thrashing woke Joel who turned on the light just as I fell out of bed. He came around to see if I was ok and quickly saw I was not right. He said “smile.” I did and he said, “I think you had a stroke.”
I was about 10 to 12 years old when my dentist gave me anesthesia in his dental practice. (I recently learned from a medical source that at that time, early 1960s, the correct required dose of 'laughing gas' for children was not yet known.)
My mother was abusive and had been suffocating me with a pillow sporadically, beginning when I was 5. I was a screamer and she would hold the pillow over my face until I quit struggling and went quiet. I learned to quit struggling very quickly.
In November 2016, I went in for spinal cord surgery. My surgery was successful, but two days later, before I was to be discharged, the nurse noticed I was bleeding from my surgical site. They notified the doctor of my bleeding, the doctor controlled the hemorrhage, and I had to go back to surgery.
When I went into pre-op to get ready for my second surgery, I felt like something was going to happen, like I was doing to die. I remember lying on the gurney in a dark room. I remember hearing a beautiful waterfall. Then I looked to my left, and seeing the waterfall, I said to myself, “I'm dead.”
After saying that, I saw the most beautiful blue sky and then trees I had never seen before, and then I saw a beautiful mountain. It was the most peaceful and calm place, and then I felt God's presence. I started talking to him, then I felt his arms start to hold me, then we talked.
I remember saying that I was going to see my body on the gurney because I felt my body on the gurney. I was still talking to God and I did not want to return to my body or go back, but I had to come back. But I said, “I'm going to count to three, then I'm going to see my body lying on the gurney.” When I started to count, I said, “One.” I was still looking around in amazement and still talking to God. Then I said, “Two,” getting ready to see my body, and before I could say, “Three,” it felt like a vacuum sucked me back in my body. I woke up paralyzed on my right side.
I asked the doctors what happened and they said that they "lost me for a while."
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